i generally present myself as an immature, worry free, class clown. i’ve come to the realisation that it’s all just an act in order to portray confidence within myself. as soon as i let people in i tend to push them away again without even realising what i am doing, i think it all comes down to trust issues. I don’t really ‘get' myself a lot of the time, i make silly mistakes too often & learn my lesson too late. But hey we all have our faults . .